Life Reflection

[SCYTHE]

On the desperate harvester
I harvest none but weeds of woe, grown up in dreary swamp where kills every frail whims.
The seeds I keep planting cease to grow in spring smiling.
The long cold winter in this land defiantly hassle blossoming of hope buds, they meet their doom in their begun.
Bewildered I am with my deeds, to find a solace I dig into grieve and revel in pain.l

[SCYTHE]

A word about idealism
Thousand times I have tried this road, thousand times I have remained indecisive with none cue bar just leaving.
Out of reason has been all these followings with just one reason to learn from the past.
One to evade ever going on inner conflicts must learn to immerse his mind into reality to find some insights and make headway

[SCYTHE]

On the grips of loneliness
I never could believe the gravity of your memory could such grip me.
Over the years your pain still imbues my soul. The scars engraved on this soul evinces the vanity of the hope, the most defiantly foe, to prolong this racking greed

[Antonio Andolini]

Aims
Whenever we aim .. we have created the opposite form of our restrictions( for example we are always directed away by a wall and now we say what if there would be no wall?!!) .. in this case we try to build a way in order to catch our own mental picture .. I mean we observe thing by their opposites .. to have the light or not to have? .. and aim is our intend to catch one side of this and the enemy is the other side
but the real free man is the one who is neither repelled nor attracted by any side of it ... because his decisions are not affected by any kind of thing.
Aims and hates are opposite to each other and both of them are enemies of freedom!
Thanks.

[SCYTHE]

Aims
Whenever we aim .. we have created the opposite form of our restrictions( for example we are always directed away by a wall and now we say what if there would be no wall?!!) .. in this case we try to build a way in order to catch our own mental picture .. I mean we observe thing by their opposites .. to have the light or not to have? .. and aim is our intend to catch one side of this and the enemy is the other side
but the real free man is the one who is neither repelled nor attracted by any side of it ... because his decisions are not affected by any kind of thing.
Aims and hates are opposite to each other and both of them are enemies of freedom!
Thanks.

Your enigmatic way of approach has mystified me. I am waiting for your elaboration to find a scintilla of elucidation and edification upon this cryptic conundrum I am in on finding the interpretation of the term "free spirit"l

[SCYTHE]

On the importance of writing

In the journey of our life, we are exposed to the continuous stream of events and upon our understanding we make new decisions. The birth of hope or despair can be rooted at this point. How logically we interact, is the key to the gate of fulfilment.

Actually, there is a causal relationship between experience and decision, each decision paves the way for new experiences and vice versa. These decisions resulted from the experiences may end up good/bad consequences. Ergo, considering human beings as forgetful creatures and the fact that we must learn from our past and do not repeat our mistakes, one proven solution for making a better future for ourselves is to write down our daily important experiences and decisions

[ALt3rnA]

ever thought of killing someone ?
it something for sure
at first it may seem easy ... then u think more and more
and u will somehow float between the meaning of taking a life
and then u will wonder if its sick to think like that
and after all this sh*t u will finally doubt if your just a curious kid or a homicidal psycho in nature
i mean if it sounds really easy ... and u dont think u will have any regrets ... that must be something to worry about
are people judged by their deeds ? or by who they are ?
i mean think about someone like a gentleman who is a --- pervert inside but tries hard to control it
or a homosexual person who is also a religous one and has the fight inside of him between acting one of those
or what would u think of a father who tries hard to but cannot stop fantasizing about his own daughter ?
it may sound sick
but its real life people

[SCYTHE]

ever thought of killing someone ?
it something for sure
at first it may seem easy ... then u think more and more
and u will somehow float between the meaning of taking a life
and then u will wonder if its sick to think like that
and after all this sh*t u will finally doubt if your just a curious kid or a homicidal psycho in nature
i mean if it sounds really easy ... and u dont think u will have any regrets ... that must be something to worry about
are people judged by their deeds ? or by who they are ?
i mean think about someone like a gentleman who is a --- pervert inside but tries hard to control it
or a homosexual person who is also a religous one and has the fight inside of him between acting one of those
or what would u think of a father who tries hard to but cannot stop fantasizing about his own daughter ?
it may sound sick
but its real life people

There is much more about good people that makes me feel utterly disgusted and despicable. The lust disguised calls itself innocence

I prefer to flee from these thoughts to my solitude

[ALt3rnA]

There is much more about good people that makes me feel utterly disgusted and despicable. The lust disguised calls itself innocence

I prefer to flee from these thoughts to my solitude

Im Glad for u can call something solitude
since mine is pretty much f*cked up for that name

[SCYTHE]

Im Glad for u can call something solitude
since mine is pretty much f*cked up for that name

You are a part of my solitude that is like a pure air to me!l

There are feelings that slowly crush the soul. We must learn to rebuild our shattered pieces of mind again and again

The worst enemy we encounter in our life is ourselves! The agony of self injustice is something that must be overcome. How I hope we learn to love ourselves by avoiding being unjust. l